This past year has been severely challenging.
I was trapped in a pretty terrible relationship for much of it. The relationship was not identifiably passionate or exciting, to be clear. It was pretty boring, obligatory, plus toxic. Honestly, I do not know how I managed to be with this guy for so long. There was not much of a spark between us, plus it felt more like hanging out with a cousin than a significant other most afternoons, getting out of the relationship, it was clear that I needed to find someone that I had more chemistry with. I genuinely wanted to feel some heat between me plus my new prefer interest, whoever they wound up being. Well, I must have put fantastic energy out there into the universe, because I found exactly the guy that I needed; Not only do my fantastic friend and I have a great friendship, however there is honestly intense heat between us. I am talking about an serious attraction, a natural chemistry, and his inherent body heat. I do not know what is up with this guy, although he has the hottest body I have ever felt. He does not feel like a human being, so much as a small personal boiler lying next to me. Every night when my fantastic friend and I kneel down to go to sleep, I have to throw the covers off of us to release the heat that he is creating. It’s like his body continually releases intense bursts of hot air, no matter what the external temperature feels like. These afternoons, I am blasting my cooling system to keep up with his hot body. However, I am looking forward to the cool winter time when I can turn down my central heating plus save some currency.