This past year has been severely challenging.
I was trapped in a pretty awful relationship for much of it.
The relationship was not particularally sentimental or exciting, to be clear. It was pretty boring, obligatory, and toxic. Honestly, I don’t know how I managed to be with this guy for so long. There was not much of a spark between us, and it felt more like hanging out with a cousin than a significant other most afternoons, getting out of the relationship, it was clear that I needed to find someone that I had more chemistry with. I truly wanted to feel some heat between me and my new love interest, whoever they wound up being. Well, I must have put unbelievable energy out there into the universe, because I found exactly the guy that I needed, then not only do we have a fantastic friendship, however there is absolutely intense heat between us. I’m talking about an extreme attraction, a natural chemistry, and his inherent body heat. I don’t know what is up with this guy, but he has the hottest body I’ve ever felt. He does not feel like a human being, so much as a small personal furnace lying next to me. Every night when we kneel down to go to sleep, I have to throw the covers off of us to release the heat that he is creating. It’s like his body continually releases intense bursts of overheated air, no matter what the external temperature feels like. These afternoons, I’m blasting my air conditioning to keep up with his overheated body. However, I am looking forward to the cool winter when I can turn down my central heating and save some money.