This past year has been severely challenging.
I was trapped in a pretty terrible relationship for much of it. The relationship was not certainally romantic or exciting, to be clear. It was pretty boring, obligatory, and toxic. Honestly, I do not know how I managed to be with this guy for so long. There was not much of a spark between us, and it felt more like hanging out with a cousin than a significant other most days! Getting out of the relationship, it was clear that I needed to find someone that I had more chemistry with. I really wanted to feel some heat between me and my current love interest, whoever they wound up being. Well, I must have put enjoyable energy out there into the universe, because I found exactly the guy that I needed, however not only do my pal and I have a fantastic friendship, but there is genuinely intense heat between us. I’m talking about an extreme attraction, a natural chemistry, and his inherent body heat. I do not know what is up with this guy, even though he has the hottest body I’ve ever felt. He doesn’t feel like a human being, so much as a small personal furnace lying next to me. Every night when my pal and I lay down to go to sleep, I have to throw the covers off of us to release the heat that he is creating. It’s like his body continually releases intense bursts of hot air, no matter what the external temperature feels like. These days, I’m blasting my air conditioner to keep up with his hot body. However, I am looking forward to the cool winter when I can turn down my central heating and save some currency.